On 20 June 1994, a troubled airman took a rifle to the hospital of Fairchild Air Force Base. Four days later a reckless pilot crashed a B-52 bomber near Fairchild’s nuclear weapon storage area. The incidents resulted in several fatalities and multiple wounded. Friends and family will forever feel the loss of their loved ones. The tragedies will forever haunt the memories of those who were unfortunate enough to experience them. We will never forget those life-altering days but with time and effort we can learn to “live” again.

Fairchild Air Force Base Memorial


It was the shooting that bothered me the most as it was the incident in which I was most directly involved. I was a patrolman at Fairchild on that cloudless summer day and I, like many others, responded to the call for help.  I located the gunman outside of the hospital where he was pursuing patrons and medical staff. I confronted the shooter and engaged him in a rifle-versus-pistol gunfight which ended with a seventy yard shot from my Beretta M9.

Fairchild Security Police


Countless first-responders answered the call for help that day—law enforcement officers, firefighters and medical personnel. Additionally, several hospital patrons swiftly transitioned into the role of first-aid caregiver. It was a chaotic and traumatic scene. Nearly two dozen men, women and children had suffered gunshot wounds. The caregivers left positions of cover to render aid to the wounded. They located, triaged, treated and prepped the survivors for transport to local hospitals, some acted even as the bullets were still flying. Few, if any, of the people who were there that day would escape the effects of trauma. I have personally heard from several survivors and responders whose experiences with the effects of trauma have been remarkably similar to each other, and to my own. Including the fact that we are still affected by the tragedies, in varying degrees, more than twenty years later.

Senior Airman Brown


For several years after the shooting, it seemed as if everything I saw or heard caused an unwanted memory of the incident to flash in my mind. Those intrusive thoughts grew stronger and more frequent over time and eventually caused life-altering anxiety and irritability. As a patrolman, I had developed a habit of being aware of my surroundings and alert for criminal activity. After the shooting I became hyper-alert—jumping at every unexpected sound or sudden movement. I grew uncomfortable in public spaces and avoided crowded locations. I became reclusive and developed a negative, cynical attitude toward the outside world. That cynicism was fueled by television and radio news programs and their constant coverage of violence and crime. Over time, I developed a habit of finding the negative in every situation I encountered. Although I had married and had two beautiful children, I no longer recognized any of the good things in my life.
 
I could see that the way I was living was no way to live. I knew that I was unhappy but I could not find happiness on my own, and it seemed as if no one else was able to help me. For years I had unsuccessfully sought help from numerous doctors, most of whom seemed unable or unwilling to get to the root of my problem. Instead they attempted to mask my symptoms with ineffective medications. If it weren’t for the encouragement of my wife I would have given up. I eventually found help at the Spokane VA Hospital. A VA counselor helped me dissect the incident and uncover what was troubling me. She then taught me drug-free methods of diminishing many of my symptoms. I know that violence and crime still exist. I am aware of it, but I have chosen not to dwell on it. I have learned to interact in my community, be aware of my surroundings and appreciate the positive things in life. 
 
Shortly after the 1994 tragedies, Fairchild Air Force Base erected a memorial to the five lives lost at the hospital and the four aviators who were killed in the B-52 bomber crash. In 2014, I was asked to speak at the twentieth anniversary memorial of the hospital shooting which was held at Fairchild’s Memorial Park. As we near the twenty-third anniversary of the Fairchild tragedies I will share the last lines of the speech that I gave on 20 June 2014.
 
“I may never be the person I was before the shooting, but
in some ways I am stronger for it, and I have found peace.
I haven’t lost the habits I developed as a patrolman—I am
still vigilant for evil and ready to stand in its way when it
threatens innocents. There was a time when all I could see
was darkness, but today I practice a balanced awareness; I
see the beauty of the world while I am watching for danger.
Today—I can once again appreciate the simple wonder of
a cloudless summer day.
I will never forget the survivors and heroes of June
1994. And although I never met them, I will never forget
Christin McCarron, Anita Lindner, Thomas Brigham,
Alan London, and Taylor Sigman. Because I didn’t know
them I was hesitant to speak at this memorial ceremony. I
was worried that I wouldn’t pay them a fitting tribute. But
whether you knew the fallen or not, we can all honor them
today, with a greater appreciation of life.”
 
You can read more about the 1994 tragedies at Fairchild AFB, my experience and the heroic actions of others in the book, Warnings Unheeded: Twin Tragedies at Fairchild Air Force Base. Available here
 
Andy Brown

7 Comments

  • Leigh A. Rayno says:

    Hi Andy first and foremost you are one of the biggest Heroes I’ve known in my life.

    My name is Senior Airman Leighann Rayno. I was in the annex working three doors down from the psychologist where it started and called back in to save lives. I never knew about this book . AFTER all these years I am finally trying to accept help and starting counseling . My life was also dramatically changed and didnt understand what I was going through. I would like to chat sometime I havent been doing that well talking about it more and more with people at the Va that either dismiss the severity and overlook or dont listen to my issues . Hoping that help will actually help and not make life worse than it already is. I was surprised too see that there was a support site and people that had been through the same thing yours being much more tragic but also saving Our Lives meant more than anything the rest of us did. Just want to say thank you again and I hope you’re doing well.

    • Andy Brown says:

      Thank you Leigh, glad to hear you are reaching out for help. Stay focused on the positive and continue to seek greater peace.

  • SHANE AYDELOTT says:

    I was stationed at Fairchild during that horrible week. I remember the hero that took down the shooter. Saying thank you doesn’t begin to convey the gratitude that the rest of the base felt towards you. I wish that it didn’t burden your life. Just remember, your actions saved the lives of many more people. Again, thank you.

  • Jack Ecklund says:

    Andy, I will always keep you in my prayers! I thank God, it was you, you were the one God used to
    stop the shooter that day! God knew you would get through this and be a better person for it!
    I ordered your book, and looking forward to reading it!
    Linda and I love you Andy, and hoping some day we will get together and catch up! I am sure,
    God has bless you with a great wife and family! Your a GOOD MAN Andy! Don’t ever forget
    that. Love and Hugs………………

    • Andy Brown says:

      I am thankful that I was in a position to stop the killing, though I would have preferred that the tragedy had been prevented in the first place. I truly believe the stories in the book, and the lessons they contain, can help prevent similar tragedies from occurring.
      Thank you for your kind words Jack. I’m grateful to have known you and Linda and it is good to be in touch with you again.

  • Paula says:

    Andy so thankful you answered our call and spoke at the memorial we had on the 20th anniversary. Prayers always, Paula Clark (Capt)

    • Andy Brown says:

      I was honored to be there and I am grateful to have had the opportunity to speak for all of the men and women who were affected by the events of June 1994. Thank you Paula.

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